I recognized the patterns that I have forced me in a bad relationship

After talking to me for four years, my old boyfriend adm is forcing me in the city and ask for lunch. Before I think this person is to treat the person in the course of my 2½ years, he caused my confidence and self-worth.

Then I have a joke about menu items, and reply to him, “You have finished your funny game.” And the unacceptable respiration person was unexpectedly returned in my life.

When we come in Chicago, he never reached my comedy and even accepted that I accept Have Comedy, which sent the message he didn’t think I was funny. (And wow, how quest is that I have I am A cruel right now! ) But this is a new four years after, and I will give up to hurt my feelings.

I’m sure I’m responsible so I text him back: “Everything went up.”

I see with him in his freephysics Insens, a place to translate, and I am wondering by his appearance. He looks over 20 years old four years ago than to do. On my head, I think, “It means. The misfortune is to spoil his physical body.” It may not be a great sign that I think this person is very bad in that person to be rotated to the outside. And still I was.

Please table for two, please! I sit down across him and take care of the suffering in his eyes. This is the kiss that I got to the mess in the first place. He will look at me, and I will not guess his fun, misery. I was recited, so I can stay in control! I am also comfort because you may mean that he is in some medications.

During our relationship, he had severe maltening tactic but never achieve it for the great life of the malamable nation, to worsen these things. She will become terror. Sometimes he will present to be a child, like talking about a literal child, to talk about, to disappoint the surroundings. Other times, he wants to be happy or choosing the wars. His friend even had anonymous for him when he has changed the bad: Bad Adm.

Sitting from him in the conclusion, I see it also he is a bit of crossfire, because I am willing to have his eyes. I’m serious: She will constantly change with other women while we write, compare me to all his people. Once he acknowledged that I was not as smart as I did not be as his former because I have not read many books. ”

I will never forget that I heard that he was talking to a female partner on the phone while I never speak Sweet. To me, he rejected. Any time he has changed, I would say, “Thank you,” and he will not answer. I thought, “Maybe he doesn’t know that’s standard exchange?” Then once, he said, “my cousin,” Thank you. “Thank you.” Thank you. That’s all time – he ignores me.

I tell him alone, and he’s the long-term relationship, and he is the time that he was not the best of the best. He was not the best boys and that he was not afraid to “he” bad “.

I want to say, “the only thing you were afraid to me!” But I do because now it raises. The only time I saw that he saw him when he broke up with me (first time) because I “can’t be” so crazy in him. ”

We end the check-division. I tell him that it follows here in Laid here, and asks whether he is any exhibition while he is in the city. I really have a good gamble in good people showing in famous people that give them. It’s good and I’m new to it. But maybe I was washing at the end what I am going to be. I invite him!

Is a hard start of improved change. It is a memorable day, so we give pigeons at the beginning of the show for some violations, and then he did not hear what he is not said. Finally, noise died, and I lock. I tell my scenery friend, “You never give me a proud.” That’s what I want to hear album.

I am not a brave to tell it to his face, so I will tell him in a blind scene. “You’re never to me that you love me!” I tell me as I waddle because I just play a penguin. Laughter is low in the best.

After the broadcast, my advanced hundred teammates and I go to a bar, and I invite Adam. He agreed to act like him that doesn’t want to be there. Once again, I feel like I’m not good. Older I will enter this, but after four years later I was angry. I really wonder how he treats him, as much as he ignore my friends. He makes a phone call, and I hear it and tell him that “I don’t want something.”

We stand to the odd silence in birds in the Firkin in the Frankin, and I really hide for all of these. Why do I agree with lunch? To show him how good I am? Perhaps I thought he would be the best version of himself, and we can spend something? But he is really bad version. Or i only see him very bright. What I really want him to stop having any power on me. I want to be free from him. And then he turns me and said: “Will you marry me?”

And I say “What?”

This is the most dismissal thing I’ve ever heard. And then repeat himself, “You will marry me.”

“No,” I say, my disbelief. He is quiet, then he changes around and turns heads for the door. Then he turns his hands to air as the child may say “wheel lion” while walking around in a purchase card.

Did I just released him from the bullet? Wait, do he really think? He There was one curse? I feel like I’m a bullded in this hell, try to try this guy for seven years. I’ve always got so little from him and assuming him and assumed that there is always opportunity to get More. Very palm, much validity, more love.

is this Why did I breathe with him. It was the opportunity for others. But it’s a hamfard offer, with no reason, no reason in random bar? And then he does not receive the answer that he wants and for the fire, like a tod who finally returned to the man on the end? I am someone who is fixed free now that is widely clear: no More.

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